tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87136279201563763562024-03-14T02:19:59.661-07:00Sharing private moments through poetrySometimes words only come through poetry, this will be raw so be careful if you are a survivor of any form of abuse.signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.comBlogger12125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-32413647767420227142010-09-18T00:38:00.001-07:002010-09-18T00:51:09.719-07:00you are one of ours<div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>little fists holding a cage<br />eyes fixed</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>holding back rage</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>people coming and going</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>but no one stops</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>you are their newest little prop</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>ritual starts and still you are caged</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>your little eyes watch amazed</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>people in robes chanting so loud</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">drums to a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">beat</span></span></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">they</span> beat so loud</span></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>you find yourself banging </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>your feet to the sound</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>Suddenly masks appear right in your face</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>they lift you high</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">right</span> into space</span></em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>they spin you this way and that</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>vomit appears in your throat</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>you know to not let it go</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>chanting </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>dancing</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>movement</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>bile</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">chalices</span> topped up high</span></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>this it seems is your turn to shine</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>lifted in a robe</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>fully gold</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>people bowing</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>moaning</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>chanting your name</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>yet your name <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-error">isnt</span> the same</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>its a name you<span style="BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffff00">havent</span> heard before</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>lifted up by strong arms</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>you stare in his face</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>its kind <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">and</span> nice </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>full of grace</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>he whispers its <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-error">ok</span> </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>i wont hurt you </em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>a crown upon his head</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>he says he <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">rules</span> the earth</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>and he will make me his</em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>he lowers me gently down </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>silence all around</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>he strokes my cheek and says welcome</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>he turns and suddenly he crouches</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>i scream a long scream</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>into the daisies i go</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">because</span> this man is the devil this i know</span></em></strong></span></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"><strong><em>Cleo for one of ours</em></strong></span></div>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-74318602214647540752010-09-04T05:15:00.001-07:002010-09-04T05:20:45.745-07:00lonely<div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> locked up</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>its cold</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>its quiet</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>its painful</em></strong></span></div><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>curled in a corner</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>my hands are tied</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>my naked body </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>is exposed</em></strong></span></div><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i lie waiting for the light</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i try to feel </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i try </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>with all my might</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>but <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> numb</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i feel nothing</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>my hands are numb</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>my feet no feeling</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>my ears are so cold</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>they feel like <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">theyre</span> screaming</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>in this place i live</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>no one knows <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> there</em></strong></span></div><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i live there day <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">by</span> day</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>unloved unwanted uncared</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> a no one</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>in a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">world</span> that cant hear</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-error">im</span> in pain </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>in fear</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>no more tears left</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>pain too intense.</em></strong></span></div>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-8252624626815458962010-08-29T01:48:00.000-07:002010-08-29T01:56:14.963-07:00a cage childs memory<div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">fists <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">clenched</span>,</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">scrunched body</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">face peering</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">eyes wandering</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">blue, ice,cold</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">too cold</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">four years old</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">crawling from one space to the other</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">eyes appearing</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">angry </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">mean</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">mothers voice</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">hissing </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">no more moving</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">no more scraping</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i will teach you a lesson bitch</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i will teach you now</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">her eyes turn yellow</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">her face all veined</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">ice cold ice cold</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i scream and scream</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i feel a warmth from deep inside </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">then i run and hide</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i hide in the daisies</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i hide in the fields</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i hide where no one can </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">find me</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">when i come back my hands </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">they scrunch up</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">my feet burn</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">like fire</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">the mother </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">she smiles </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">she laughs </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">she screams</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">then what happens next </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">i know is obscene</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">cause i can </span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">hear the next ones screams</span></em></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">a <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">cage</span> child yet <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">un</span> named written by Cleo</span></em></strong> </div>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-44342726214111455152010-06-09T04:58:00.000-07:002010-06-09T05:02:44.173-07:00the night aint ova jus yit<strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">scrubbing the walls</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">so much red</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">got to get it done</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">well befoe bed</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">my hands are sore</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">my body cold</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">i beg my mind </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">to say its ok</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">jesus sign next to my scrubbing</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">i want ti done before </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">i start </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">to start sobbing</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">jesus loves </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">this is what it says</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">yet i know </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">my pain leaves that jesus in bed</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">he dont know me</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">how could he</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">cause i the </span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">kid who says no to him</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">the red all goen now</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">yet i covered in shit</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">don matta what i do</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="color:#cc0000;">this night aint ended jus yit</span></strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong></strong>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-69962013771176619652010-04-18T04:55:00.000-07:002010-04-18T05:05:20.217-07:00the donut<div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">The donut </span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">I was seven/eight years old</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">it was such a treat</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">we were visiting a market</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">it was filled whole <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">streets</span></span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">This was never allowed just me and dad</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">not unless id done something really really bad</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">but this time was fun</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">we looked at things </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">and tasted the food</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">little did i know</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">he was getting me in the mood</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">i tugged his sleeve and said </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">please please dad</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">donuts</span> </span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">he looked at me and said soon</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">first i have to take you</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">to a special room</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">remember the donuts smell </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">remember it well</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">you will rewarded </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">with as many as they can sell</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">he took me to a man</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">he <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">didnt</span> say a name</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">but i guess so used to it</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">they all sounded <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">the</span> same</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">my dad parted me with a kiss on the cheek</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">he reminded me what i was supposed to do</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">and i watched him depart </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">i felt <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">like</span> a monkey in a zoo</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">hours later my job was done</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">i walked slightly bow legged</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">i felt like scum</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">we stood at the donut van </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"> he ruffled my hair and he said</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">hey my good man my daughter over there</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">well she sure is tired</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">and need a cheery up</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">how about you cook her twelve </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">and add one in for good luck</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">I chomped on those donuts </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">i relished them all</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">i had done </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">what was asked </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">and i swallowed and all</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#333399;">Hand me rounds</span></strong></em> (with <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Josies</span> help)</div>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-15341782767436517932010-03-25T03:49:00.000-07:002010-03-25T03:54:16.629-07:00the box<span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>its dark </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>its cold</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>its a long long nite</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>i tri to hide</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>but i cant</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>them peple </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>they take me ote</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>tey pont to the ski</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>an sai </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>im his tonite</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>swirlin mist</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>it creeps in</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>covers me</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>in mi sin</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>a box</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>a lid</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>a smel</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>a fear</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>creakin open</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>arond the mist</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>i smel it </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>before it opens</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>they lay me down</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>my hands </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>cris crosed</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>an they put rite there</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>in that box</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>the smel </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>the gore </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>the breakin sound</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>and al the time the mistal round</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>the lid it goes on</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>ifeel so sik</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>plese anione no </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>i don wan this</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><em><strong>christine</strong></em></span>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-46131386031609106662010-03-10T01:09:00.000-08:002010-03-10T01:16:45.229-08:00vomit trigerring<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>bend down</strong></em></span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">fingers <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">down</span> <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">throat</span></span></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>push hard</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>now heave ho</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>i SURGE </strong></em></span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">GURGE</span></span></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>I FEEL IT COME</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>it purges deep within</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>and makes me clean</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>its </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>my vile by bile</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>its my past </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>all in spew</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>it makes me forget</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>what went on</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>the times they </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>raped me bent </strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>over this horrible sink</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>my vomit made them happy</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>as i spewed</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>they came <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">inside</span> me</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>one after one</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>when it was done </strong></em></span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;"><em><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">they</span> scooped it up</span></strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>and slurped my spew stuff</strong></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong></strong></em></span><br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#cc6600;"><em><strong>FAU</strong></em></span></span>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-64374636504078783182010-03-04T02:48:00.000-08:002010-03-04T03:00:50.433-08:00she sent us to pain<em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>We said we liked magic</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>She told us we were evil</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>She told the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">bigs</span> we had to go </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#6600cc;">they said yes <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">ok</span></span></span></strong></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>in a big bang and a shift of light</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>they listened to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">bitch</span> face</strong></span></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">and</span> said she was right</span></span></strong></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>at first on the third level they circled</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>they swooned</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>they touched and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">made</span> fun of</strong></span></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">but</span> it ended so soon</span></span></strong></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>within day we were strapped</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>to the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">ceiling</span> with <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">no</span> </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>lights</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>we were tortured </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>and told </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>we had no </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>rights</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>we bled </strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>we screamed</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>we died</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>we felt demeaned</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>and we hated the place</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>but we were strapped</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>to wall</strong></span></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>a dungeon </strong></span></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">and</span> that was that</span></span></strong></em><br /><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong></strong></span></em><br /><span style="color:#6633ff;"><em><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#6600cc;"><strong>............ to be continued</strong></span></em><br /></span>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-72546973098868584222010-01-26T03:49:00.000-08:002010-01-26T04:06:53.775-08:00little mistress<div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>mum why are you so sad</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>please mum i know you feel bad</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">dont</span> fall into a heap</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i know the tears you want to so weep</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>mum if you go to bed</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>you know dad will want us to take the lead</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>he will want us to play mum</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>an do as you do when the sun <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">aint</span> the sun</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>please mum <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">dont</span> lay down</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">mum </span>wake up</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>we will not make sound</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>mum <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">dont</span> make day night and night day</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>mum please mum it <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">will</span> be <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">ok</span></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>she sucks her thumb </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>and quietly tucks herself in</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i know now </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>this is what my sister <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">and</span> i were entwined in</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>as my sister cooked </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>we played mum</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>we did as she did </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i made it sound right</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i was mum now </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">didnt</span> anyone know</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i knew what to do </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10"><strong><em></em></strong></span></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected">to</span> make it all sound so</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>but deep inside</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i screamed out all night</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i screamed and screamed</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i knew it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">wasnt</span> right</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i never said i do </em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>i will marry you</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>but it <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">didnt</span> make a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">difference</span></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em>he always said i was his little mistress</em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><strong><em></em></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14"><strong><em></em></strong></span></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><strong><em></em></strong></span></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><strong><em>Naomi</em></strong></span></span></div>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-50978500789951624212010-01-16T14:27:00.000-08:002010-01-16T14:36:18.964-08:00dont find me<div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">curled into a ball</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">no end in sight</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">i fight the tears</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">with all my might</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">under the bench </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">my body <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">goes</span></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">i squeeze myself in</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">as far as it goes</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></em> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em></strong> </div><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">i hear them taunt</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">come out come out</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">wherever you are</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">let start looking she cant be far</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">i feel the pain as i squeeze more tight</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">dont</span> care i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">dont</span> care</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">i wont give up </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">without a fight</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">i hide my eyes from seeing them come</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">with one yank my hair </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">come out in clumps</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">they grab me from my hiding place</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;">and let me know i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">wasnt</span> safe</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></em> </div><div align="center"><strong><em><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span></em></strong> </div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"></span></span></strong></em> </div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#cc33cc;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error">Deshanti</span></span></strong></em></div>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-43944497928575673012009-12-27T21:19:00.001-08:002009-12-27T21:28:48.708-08:00money money ***** triggering*****<div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"><span style="color:#3333ff;">money money</span> </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em> </div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">I <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">didnt</span> hear you come in daddy</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">i was busy listening to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">abba</span></span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">i <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">thought</span> you had gone out</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">i wanted to pretend all was normal</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">Dont</span> grab my hair daddy</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">it hurts so badly so</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">dont</span> wrench it from its roots</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">ill do as you say</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">He looks into my eyes</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">as money money plays</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">and tilts his head backs</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">and lays in that way</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em> </div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">he softly starts to sway</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">money money</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">is a rich mans way</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">money money so your little girl can weave her way</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">he turns it up aroused by its sound</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">i start to crumple </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">this <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">wasnt</span> what they meant</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">they <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">didnt</span> mean it for little girls like me</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">he licks my face like a dog</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">all the time humming</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">he groans that i turn him on</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">that it was me playing the money money song</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">suddenly <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">im</span> gasping for air</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">as he shoves his thing </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">into my mouth </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">and <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">says</span> suck baby suck for all your worth</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">i gag i almost throw up</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">this is the first time</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">hes made me suck</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">in a few moments he thrusts and screams </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">money <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">money</span> </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">he says that </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">is what i mean</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">he shuts my <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">mouth</span> </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">and swallow</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">i gag i twist</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">but i do as he says</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">he smiles and licks his lips</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">and says <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">thats</span> exactly what i mean</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">money money </span></strong></em></div><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;">that will make them be seen</span></strong></em></div><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"></span></strong></em><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="color:#009900;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">naomi</span></span></strong></em></div>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8713627920156376356.post-48061656761293547072009-12-20T16:20:00.001-08:002009-12-20T16:25:53.698-08:00dont do it daddy<div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Dont</span> do it daddy</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">dont</span> come near</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">dont</span> do it daddy</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>its you i fear</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>the pain reaches in </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">stretches</span> far and wide</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>it takes my breath away</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>and hurts deep inside</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">im</span> not your daddy he breathes </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>i am your torture </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>your moment</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>your life surreal</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>he is a monster </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>he likes to cause pain</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>he seems to get power </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>in his game</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">dont</span> do it daddy</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">dont</span> rip me from inside</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>please daddy </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>let me hide</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>deep inside i reach</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>far away to the dark places</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>nowhere <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">can</span> touch me there</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>no one will know or care</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>i hide inside the body </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>i hide for <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">years</span></strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>i never knew of others </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>or their boundless tears</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>i <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">thought</span> i was only one </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>but there are so many more</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>all of whom were shattered </strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>by terrible peoples abuse</strong></span></div><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong></strong></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>dear daddy <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">dont</span> do this to me</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#009900;"><strong>please daddy let me be free</strong></span></div><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#009900;"></span></strong><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#009900;">Naomi</span></strong></div>signed us - etalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03184583515564783509noreply@blogger.com4